i want it back

i love January 7 and January 31st. But i hate May 29. seriously i still can forget him and i think i will never forget him. i still loving him walaupun kadang kadang i rasa dia macam kejam sangat buat i macam tu. i betul betu tak sangka :'< i want him back, please God ? Hanya Allah je yang tahu apa yang tersurat dan tersirat dalam hati i.. i harap Allah akan makbulkan doa i nie :<